SMILE ON THE ROCKS

I sure do miss you guys a lot more now. I feel like the girl at the looney bin that gets really crazy excited that she's getting visitors, but then wants to die when everyone leaves. Not really to that extreme though, well except for the crazy excited part.

I would like to thank eveyone who came to Liz and JDs rad engagement party. Without you, it wouldn't have been possible. I would like to thank The Lord Jesus Christ for his unconditional love and guidance. And last but not least, I would like to thank Liz and JD for thanking me in such a kick ass way.

Amen
Ahem

So we met with our pastor this past Saturday. Less awkward this time. But he does want us to atttend his church so that he can get to know us before the wedding. There is only one Sunday in the next 2 months that we can go. And its not Easter. He gave us homework. Like verses we have to look up and discuss with each other. That should be fun.

In other wedding news. My mother and I have made up. Well after making a big scene involving screaming, crying, fighting, snot, and running mascara...in the middle of a restaurant. I picked up my dress from my aunts house and arranged to try it on at the dress shop in front of the mirrors and on the platform and everything for her. I worked out well.

My father is ... well he's my father. If it were anybody else, I would worry less and care less and not give a shit. But I love him and he's done so much for me.

He has to wear a tux to the wedding...its ettiquette for the father to do so. So I told him about it and he got really worried... "I dont even own dress socks." I love you dad.

We also got our passport photos taken. My natural reaction was to smile real big and cheesy, but apparrently, you aren't supposed to do that. So we both look pretty bad. Jim said, "Im glad you love me, cause I look homeless."

Work has been pretty tough lately. I have been totally backed into a corner. I was forced to join an education commitee. and then convinced to become Med-Surg certified. I had to pay $350 to register and on May 6th I have to take a certification exam that is supposedly harder than the boards exam that I took 3 years ago. Ugh. I hate the thought of studying and I cant find the motivation.

We started a new pharmacy program yesterday. Its fucking crazy. We have to scan the patient's barcode off their ID bracelet and then we have to scan every medication's barcode. Its to help decrease medication errors. Im sure in the long run it will be a good thing, but right now it sucks super bad. I feel like I work at a grocery store.

Oprah's On.
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