Choices always were a problem for you, what you need is someone strong to guide you

Like Me

Well first I have an urging need to empty my head...Ok when I have thousands of things running through my head, it's always nice to find someone or something to take my mind off all that shit. This isn't that fucking crazy. Right? But what happens when you need something else to take your mind off that thing or person? Because you thought it might be cool to find new ways to pass the time and different settings to be in that just might not remind you of things you have been trying to erase from your memory. It just seems to turn into one really fucked everlasting cycle that keeps you awake and pissed off until 1:30 in the morning when you have to be at cliniclas at 6. I don't like being humiliated and treated like I have Dumb Bitch written across my face. I'm not amused by games, so spare me and find another player. If any of you have anything to say to me, just say it.

Sorry for that, just random meaningless thoughts that seem to piss me off, when in all actuality I have no reason to be pissed at all, but I just feel like I should be on my toes at all times to catch someone trying to use my presence as a playground, instead of a privilege. Fuck it. I just wish sometimes someone would look at me and think, "wow."