went to the club now fifty-leven times

well well well

looks like I have my apartment choices narrowed down to 2 or 3. Already know what living room furniture I am going to get. Just need to convince my dad to let me borrow the truck and to let me store it all in the front room for the next 3 months. still thinking i need a two-bedroom, at least to have somewhere not in the open to put that damn fairy picture that i got for xmas from my mother. I could also use it for my study and a guestroom. I am thinking about having a house warming party and I will register at stores as if I am getting married. Thanks for the list, Liz. I will start checking things off and adding things to it that I have already purchased so I can cross them out.

I have been granted a paid vacation during my spring break. I need ideas on what to do with myself for a week without work and school. So post those in my comments section! Sorry that the California plans didn't work out, remorseless bitch. Was thinking about maybe going to see Nathan before he moves out of the country. not sure if I feel like driving anywhere. I think i will clean out every drawer and closet and take things to goodwill and get ready for my great escape. My dad refuses to have a yard sale. He thinks it will make us look like trash. ring ring. hey dad answer the fucking clue phone. I think we have done a good enough job with using the BMW car cover on your thunderbird.

Went to see You Got Served the other day with my sister. She was super excited because the cast included some of B2K's finest actors. Oh fuck, it was so ridiculous. It is so weird to look at her and know that i was her age when she was born. And to know that I had to babysit her all the fucking time. There is no way that she would be able to do that. She won't even brush her teeth unless you tell her 12 times and then inspect them when she is done just to make sure that she didn't just get the toothbrush wet to fool you. Anyway, we had fun.

For those of you that have showed interest in my recent life happenings, you will be getting an email. Ahhhh. It's so fucking crazy how things can happen when you least expect them. And how people's attitudes and feelings about you can bounce from one extreme to the other. And how one day someone will tell you that you would be such a pretty girl if you had a fashion sense and wore nicer shoes. And then the next night have a guy compliment you on your shoes, when you almost started to doubt how comfortable you were with yourself. And how you keep ignoring all the signs that you should definitely move out of this hell whole. Of course by you, I mean I and me and myself. No not that Beyonce song. SIGH

Well i love you guys and will talk to y'all lata

Oh wait wait.... my mother got kicked out and banned from her "bar" that she constantly attends to piss off her ex-boyf. So then her and her friends went to restaurant. Guess who happens to be their waiter? Matt. He got so nervous that he dropped a tray full of food all over some woman. HAHAHAHAHAHA May he continue to get all that he deserves.

Oh Stacey, some guy tried to buy that Wild Turkey t-shirt off my body the other night. I told him it was priceless. He even went up to $100.

OK OK I think that's it. lovies to all and to all some lovies.

*Be Serious